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October 4th, 2004

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02:21 pm - What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing and what do we think we might see?

I was thinking about you today. I have this problem, that's not important right now, we can talk on that subject later, I think you need to hear this.
Of course everyone is different, your reasons aren't mine, obviously. I'm not even sure you're able to listen to my reasons, maybe if could you could understand them, but it's obviously different for me. You want to know why you're still part of my life, why I still think about you? No, you don't, you want to know why I'm still part of your life, why you still think about me, and of course I can't answer that. But I can flip the question around and answer it. We loved deeply and we shared our souls. That leaves a mark. Strong and indelible. I understand that. I accept it. The things we went though together changed us. And the things we went through separately changed us again and that's where it ends. You can't expect to love deeply and ever recover, but you can move on. So there you are. I'm a slightly better person now than I was then. But of course I always say that, and it's usually true.

I was going to go back to the problem, but not now. Another time.
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Date:October 4th, 2004 04:34 pm (UTC)
and in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make.

That's what I love about you, Doogs. You have so much love to give, boundless amounts.

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Date:October 5th, 2004 05:09 am (UTC)
Thanks. You always know what to say.
Well worth every penny of the retainer! 8-)
Date:October 5th, 2004 01:08 pm (UTC)

another follow up

So send me the URL already!


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