|11:48 am - Unexceptional|
Most of the times, I'm quite happy being unexceptional. It doesn't bother me that I have basically no sphere of influence, people don't really listen to me or take me seriously, and I can be quite ditzy. But I do get the occasional "I should make a difference. I should contribute to something larger than myself. I should make an impact." I'm feeling like a very little cog in a big machine. I've never been the type of person who would walk into a total perspective vortex and be surprised to find myself as smaller than a speck, but sometimes I feel like I should contribute something to the quality of the world; something that would tie it to me, something that highlights my uniqueness in the world.
Of course that assumes I have some of that uniqueness stuff.
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: London Beat "I've Been Thinking About You"