June 10th, 2008
|09:55 pm - While you were away...|
Whilst I've been hiding under a rock, this is what's happened around me:
__blank_film's mother, my cousin, passed away after losing a very, very long, very hard-fought battle against cancer. Her father, Kelsi's grandfather, is in the hospital partially paralyzed. Her brother, Michael, the only person I know who's an honest-to-goodness, swear I'm not making this up Tampa Bay (Devil) Ray's fan, got married.
MeeMaw apparently needs a new right knee. But on the plus side, her bruises, cuts, and arm seem to be healing nicely.
I feel like I've missed an update or two, obviously, I can't figure out what or I'd update it.
Physically, I'm still feeling run-down, achy, bleeding, messy etc. but all things considered, much better. Hoppie is being supportive and lovely.
I went to therapy this morning. I don't feel very strong. But she and hoppie both think I am. I can't figure out if I feel burdened by their expectations or completely indifferent. I guess I'm sorta surprised. This is not my area of expertise. I cancelled the trip to NC. When I woke up this morning, I felt great for about a minute. Then not so much.
I'm sorry I haven't returned everyone's calls, emails, posts, or comments. I'm just not totally feeling up to it yet, but I really, really appreciate your support and love. Thanks.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: NBA finals
I'm a Rays fan. Pay attention. 8-)
There's not a ton I can say without sounding trite, but you know where my mind is.
You're a Braves fan who doesn't hate the Rays. You do know the difference, right? 8-)
|Date:||June 11th, 2008 02:31 am (UTC)|| |
We're so sorry for your loss, Marcie. Let me know if there's anything we can do for you.
|Date:||June 11th, 2008 04:05 am (UTC)|| |
I'm so sorry. :(
|Date:||June 11th, 2008 05:30 am (UTC)|| |
My sincerest condolences--it happened to my wife and I too. The good news at least is that you can try again when you're ready. We did, and now have two daughters who are beautiful when they're not driving us crazy. ;) For now, though, take the time you need to stabilize yourself so when the time comes you can move forward again.
Just thinking about you and sending you some love.
|Date:||June 11th, 2008 09:59 am (UTC)|| |
There's nothing I can say...except that all of my love is flying from around the globe, across the oceans, over the equator, right to wherever you are.
Not sure what to say, but I've been thinking of you.
|Date:||June 11th, 2008 02:58 pm (UTC)|| |
I never know quite what to say when these things happen, but I'm sorry and my folks send condolences as well.
Miss you, love you, and am praying for you.
oh, that's the other thing. I'm rejecting prayer. I'm not finding it a useful tool. But I love you and miss you too. And I want to beat people up for you. Although in present state, I'd hire someone to do the beat down. Even grannie-ladies would foil me at this point.
I'm sure you have lots of people to talk to, but I go through on as well. So just let me know if me want someone else to talk to.