But what I really wanted to say is this:
In accordance with advice from Dr. K. I'm starting a visualization/writing exercise techniques. She'd recommended that I visualize the life and family I want to have and write down my thoughts. I'm creating it as a new tag (npFantasy) with a similarly named friends-group. I'm expecting them to be sad, boring and pathetic, so I'm pre-populating it with no one.
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Edited to add: I'm not sure I've adequately explained it. My intention is to visualize my life as it is, with the addition of a baby. The entries will be standard blog posts (I think) probably very similar to my real blog, except, with plus one. It will essentially be daydreams with children.