awesome ultimate expert hen (mdyesowitch) wrote,
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Time and Temperature

I haven't been able to find my fertility monitor, although I tore the bedroom apart last night looking for it. But I have my thermometer out and I cleaned (and pressed) it last night and temped this morning. As usual, chart is public (last link on the sidebar), and, as usual, it's probably TMI for most people.

Something my therapist said yesterday really resonated with me. I'm not a half measures person. I'm not the type to sit back and "relax" and let things happen. It's not who I am. I take the bull by the horns, I pro-act, rather then react. I face problems with a quiet determination. So why am I being all passive/aggressive with this one.

Yes, it's personal, but show me something that isn't. I may hide from confrontation, but I'm damned if I'm going hide from my technical problems. I may not be able to fix anything or do anything, or change anything. And everything I do may be the moral equivalent of spitting in the wind, but damnit, if I'm going off a cliff anyway, I at least want to drive the friggin' bus.
Tags: natural process

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